Determined to Stay Single

I know this will somehow contradict what I was saying in my Valentine’s post, but I contradict myself all the time so why not?

Yesterday I had a six hour break in uni because I tutorials and labs didn’t run on the first week, so I went home.

So there I was sitting at the dining table happily eating bread and whatever food I can find at home, when my mum says:

“I was just talking to a friend and I want to introduce you to someone because I think you should get a boyfriend now.”

You can probably imagine out surprised I was. I choked on bread.

I was also hurt. Does she want to give me away so quickly?

But I kind of understand her since I was kind of voted as one of the people most likely to get married when they are in their late 30’s and 40’s among my classmates in high school.

I wanted to go at my own pace. I’m still not comfortable communicating with males and I don’t have a lot of male friends. I have 1 who I treat like my brother, but that’s it. Everyone else is a classmate.

The day that I end up in a relationship will be a big day.

~Lila~

So I think I’m going to have a Social Life

I’m starting uni on Monday, basically tomorrow, oh my glob pray for me 😥 .

I also joined a club/students association based around Japan culture and Japanese stuff during O-week (Frosh Week, Welcome Week or Freshers’ Week whatever you call it).

What was I thinking??!!

I don’t know what drew me to that association stall to sign up. Maybe because they have an event each week? Or because they occasionally meet up with Japanese exchange students? Who knows. There was a $10 lifetime membership fee. I’m dumb. I’m a poor idiot who spends money on random things.

What I am still trying to get used to, is that I might actually start having a social life. Which is quite limited in my life for the last 19 years.